And All I See Is White Snow
Its Cold Outside But Even
Colder In My Heart
Damn You Put On A Good Show
I Fell For Your Words
Which I Thought Were The Truth
Found Out They Were Lies
Wonder If You Ment Those
Things You Rapped In The Booth
You Played Me Like A Board Game
How Could I Be So Dumb
I Sure Hope You Had Fun Cause
Im Tryna Write How I Feel But
My Fingers Going Numb
Mommy Says Take It As A Good Thing
Your One Heartbreak Closer To "The One"
I Wanna End It All I Swear
These Three Words Will Be The Last You Hear
The First I.. Next Am... And Last Done .
Its The Things You Do To Me
The Way You Leavee Me With A Smile
I Want You To Stay For A While
This Thing Is Taking Over
Its Becoming More than A Crush
Feels Like A Rollercoaster Ride
And Your Love Is My Adrenaline Rush
I Wish I Could Just Say It
Just Be Point Blank & Straight Out
But What If You Dont Feel The Same
Theres Always That Bit Of Doubt
Wonder If I Could Find Out
If I Ever Run Across Your Mind
It Would Be Amazing If I Did
Somebody Like You Is Hard To Find
And Now On My Bed I Lay
Preparing To Close My Eyes Tight
The Thought Of Maybe Having A Chance With You
Will Guide Me Through The Night
It May Seem Likee I Dont Love You
May Seem Like I Dont Care
Promise To You Boy
Ill Always Be There
You Complete Me
You Give Meaning To My Life
I Sit Around Waiting For You
To Ask Me To Be Your Official Girl
Maybe One Day Your Wife
But You Have No Idea
Clueless Indeed
One Thing Im Sure Of
Im Addicted To You
The Same Way Potheads Like Weed
The Way You Make Me Feel
Its Unexplainable In One Word
But If You Ever Read This
im the kind of girl that wants and loves attention
i can show u things thatcha musta been missin
cause im miss jazzie baby
and uno she bad
i can give u the whole world
and watcha wish to have
late night sex
morning full of sninning
beautiful blessin
yo body is a winning
your a winner
you got the whole worlds eye
cause yo smile is the dose that leaves me high ♥
I Cant Describe How You Make Me Feel.
Its A New Type Of Special;
Something Unreal.
The Way I Smile When You Say My Name.
You Got Me Cheesin So Hard Its Kindaa Lame.
But Im A Natural Born Loser So Its Fine.
I Swear Sometimes Im A Waste Of Your Time.
You Dont Think So.. Maybe One Day I'll Listen
All I Know Is When I Go To Sleep Its You Im Missin
MelodicRhapsodist ? My Ass ! Im Sooo NOT Good.
But Nobody Understands Me Im Just.. Misunderstood.
Like everything I always thought I wanted and needed.. I don't.. like im unsure of everything all of a sudden.. and its creepy && scary.
I thought I needed a relationship and a boyfriend to be happy.. because that's how everyone always made it seem like you couldn't be fully happy without 1… and its weird because I always fell for the hype.. but now its like I don't wanna relationship. All I want is a nice circle of friends I can trust and depend on.. male and female.. because relationships are work && pain.. and you focus all your time and energy on them.. that you loose sight of your dreams and let them get away.. for something that might not last long or benefit you in the long run.
Always thought I had to dress and be like everybody else to be somebody.. when in reality all I need to do is be myself.. Jasmine Monet Foreman.. those who like me && accept me for who I am.. are those that matter.. those who are judgemental and try to change me.. are those who don't matter..
I always looked in the mirror and never liked my reflection.. always said stuff like my face is too fat.. I have a bump here.. a light spot there..my nose is too big.. my lips are too tiny.. I was never happy. Now I look in the mirror and see beauty.. I see someone whos strong and not focused on what other people think of her.. only on what she && those close to her feel.. because you cant please everybody in this world.. and ½ the people arent worth the time or effort pleasing.. if they cant accept me the way I am then its their loss…
It made me realize you have to be comfortable, love, and be true to yourself before you can get in a realtionship and be true to somebody else.
Today my mind wandered about love. So many people have said they loved me but lied. But truth is the word " love " is just as strong as the word " hate ". And after somebody has told you they loved you but didn't mean it.. its hard to trust people again. But its kinda funny.. because there are so many levels to love. You can love somebody as in confine in them.. or love them as in fight for them && even take a bullet for them. I have probably 4 friends I would ever consider taking a bullet for.. but a whole lot of friends I love as in always ask them for their opinion && for help && advice && that I chill with.
Pain: One Word To Describe My Current Emotions
Helpless : It Was Like You Left Me All On My Own To Defend Myself
Unescorted : From Now On I'll Help Myself. I Dont Need Anybody.
When One Of The Few People In The World Betrays You What Are You Supposed To Do ?
I Guess I'll Have To Learn. But For Now I'll Roll Solo. If I Dont Let Any One Person Get Too Close Then I Cant Get Hurt.. Right ?
Sooo I Made This Video
With My Favorite Things
And People..
Long Story Short:
Life Wouldnt Be Life Without Em ♥
